This has been an exhaustingly long 10 years of hell.  Trying to get help is almost impossible as everyone I am in contact with is in some type of crisis or doesn't want anymore of this in their lives.  I think I may have two people that would be interested in some type of activism with RAPS.  One person is Sarina's mom who has dedicated her life to exposing the painful and heartfelt death of her beautiful daugher.  She has a beautiful website and I did contact her and she seems to be willing.  Also Amy Phillo who is actively exhausting her deep painful encounters she had with psychiatry and drugs before the birth of her child.  She has another great website (uniteforlife.org) and I am a member of her sites as well as many others.  If anyone else is interested maybe we can communicate through David Oaks and have a short conference to get to know each other.